Time is running OUT!!!! I am getting extremely nervous about all the things we have to do, and do SOON!! Audrey's birthday is getting here quick, which makes me so emotional just thinking about my little baby turning 5! Literally, just this morning I was tearing up at remembering my first time I held her, and ALL the times of rocking her and staring at her, and singing to her....and to see her now with her long legs and long hair and freckles, it's just so bittersweet. ENOUGH....I'm about to do it again!
But really...we're having her little birthday party at our house, and having her little classmates over. First time ever...so much to prepare for! Arrange for Duke to be boarded so there is no moment of hysteria from another kid. Clean clean clean!! Get goodies, get cake, get balloons, get ANYTHING with Justin Beiber!! Then get Brooks some goodies, get sunscreen, get tables, get chairs, get get get! And when I'm not getting, I need to be cleaning! HELP!! Not to mention waddle around and "rest" when I can! Ha! Oh My! Why oh why do I do this?!
Then the new little one is getting here quick...I'm reminded about every 5 minutes when she kicks me! Which brings on a whole new level of anxiety!!! Where are we gonna put her?! HOW am I gonna get up every two hours?! What in the world is Brooks gonna do when his mommy is not available at his beck and call?! How are we gonna fit all the carseats in my car?! How am I gonna get the house clean before getting her home so that she doesn't suffer from severe allergies immediately?! WHERE are we gonna put her??!! OOHH MMYY GGOOSSHHH!!
I know that God doesn't give us more than we can bear, which reminds me again the He is getting the ultimate kick out of this!!
And I know it'll all work out, or at least that's what I keep repeating in my head!
